Clicking with People

Its is late as I am writing this blog entry. 12:05 am to be exact. I have a tendency to not turn my mind off and there are so many thoughts. I try to turn it off but sometimes it is difficult. I wish I was more talkative and could make friends easy. I'm told I am a very nice person that can make anyone my friend. But that's always not the case. From what I see, if I don't instantly click with someone. I instantly think that they think I'm odd or weird. I guess that has to do with my self-esteem. I recently met a girl that I don't really "click" with. I don't know why? I try taking to her but it doesn't go very far and then I feel awkward and we just aren't close friends, not even that. I try being nice.  She doesn't take the time to have a conversation with me, so why do I even bother. I think she just doesn't even like me. I mean What have I done to her? NOTHING!! But she is with someone I do like and I cant do anything about it. I'm not going to "steal" him. Maybe that's why she doesn't like me?? Well whatever.