He Said I Love You in My Dream

I've been meaning to write something inspire by this dream and I finally have. This is a poem I wrote last night, called "He said I Love You in My Dream."


He said I love you in my dream,
and it felt so real, I cried and said
I love you back, it was safe in your arms,
the world was ours, I wake up and your gone,
you said I love you, but it was just a dream,
I'm torn apart inside, it never will be,
He broke my heart, now, even in my dreams,
Because he said I love you,
            We never will be


             By: Sandra Cruz

Keeping up

You know,
I haven't posted any thing in awhile. I was hoping to do some more Fashion Friday's but I don't now if blogger will let me post pictures. Some of you may have started your "winter" while others are still warm. If you have snow, I'm so sorry. We may only have rain at the moment but it has been cold. From my perspective of course. I'll be having the week off this week due to the holiday and soon the semester will be over. Yesterday my friend and I went to the movies and saw "Big Hero 6" and it was so adorable. Kudos to BayMax and the Disney Animators. I'm actually related to a Disney Animator who worked on this movie as a Lighting Supervisor. He also did Frozen, Wreck-it Ralph and other movies/shorts. He is working on the next Toy Story if you all don't know and a future Disney movie that I don't know of. So Great Job Corey Butler, your family is so proud!! I'll will try to post more as possible. I kinda have some inspiration somewhere in my pocket ;)


Sandra

Changes

So I feel that things are going to be changing for me. I don't know why but I just have this feeling and in a positive way. My wounds are healing and I'm going to be gradutating college soon, I have a new friend that I trust. Maybe other changes will happen too.

Blogger posting problems!!

Ok so I was trying to post some pictures for my weekly fashion friday post (Yes! I know it hasn't been weekly lately.) But yeah. I was going do some wedding dress dreams that I like and maybe has a similiar dress too.. The site isn't letting upload the pictures.. So I guess Fashion Friday is cancelled for now.. Sorry folks!! I'll still try to post other stuff, like in the past though.


LOVE, SandiDee

Some broken hearts dont heal fast enough..

I have so many mixed emotions that are about different things and situations. My friend is getting married and my heart is sad because I have feeling for him that wont let go. In the past before he met his fiance, I thought he was interested, but I guess not. In a way I blame him for giving me mixed signals. But now, in less than 2 weeks it will be done and my heart will have to get over it. I just have to deal. I have to believe that there is someone else out there for me. But I'm tired of the same advice. "You're pretty!" "Pretty big eyes!" Well NO GUY has ever gave me a compliment like that. I dont want to develop feelings to the next one that comes around unless they like me back. This is all too hurtful. And the second time it has happened. But the first I felt I had a chance.

Fashion Friday~ Disney Outfits

In the honor of going back to Disneyland this year, I found some adorable Disney themed outfits!!

Option 1: Pascal!!

One of my favorite characters. This is the perfect summer outfit!

Option 2:

 

 

Option 2: Love the colors. and my favorite are the shoes...

 

Option 3: Date night!?

Option 4: Who would not love this. My friend Ash. would look so cute in this. I'd wear it too. I have a similar necklace.

 

Option 5: My neice Andrea would look so cute in the Stitch outfit, she loves Lilo and Stitch. I love all the shoe options in these outfits.

 

 

HAPPY SUMMER!

Love,

Sandra D.

Summer at Last!

Hey viewers!!
So the sun is in the sky and the temperature is rising! And school is out of session. I have a full summer ahead of me. Starting in June I have a dance recital, vacation in L.A with the family, and in July our Regional (before District) Convention in Sacramento. I am so excited!! For my recital I will be in two numbers, (I wish it was more!) My jazz is to Shikira's  "I can't remember to forget you" and for hip hop is "Pharrell's "Happy."
We are going to L.A after and back to Disneyland. Hopefully we can go to the beach since we haven't been in about 3 years. I miss it!!. We also will be going on NBC's The Talk and watch in the audience or if not to Universal Studios. If so I am so excited about the NEW Minion Mayhem ride!!! Along with some family time with fun and great laughs!
Right now, I just happy that the semester is over and I will be finally graduating from college next year! Hope you all have a great summer!!

Love, Sandra D.