Elegance and Spirit

   Ever since I was a little girl, I loved horses. I don't know how it started, it just began and never ended. All I know is that my dad was a big part of it and he gave me the chance experience horsemanship. I got my first pony when I was five. Got my first full size horse at eight.
    My favorite breed is an Arabian. My horse that I had since I was eight was an Arabian. She was beautiful and strong hearted but sweet. That's why I called her Beauty. Sadly I gave her a way two years ago, because I couldn't afford to keep her anymore. I still hope that one day I will have horses again. I miss riding. It something everyone should experience. When you are on top of a horse it feels as if you are on top of the world were no one can get to you. Your protection is the horse.


Me and Beauty - 2011  Horses are very elegant creatures. They seem to have this certain love and magic that can't be explained. They're strong. but so delicate. I can go on and on. They are magnificent. 

Engagement

  I don't know if he reads blog post or not, but it really doesn't matter.. A friend of mine that I knew in elementry school got recently engaged. In a way I'm surprised at how quikly he got engaged. I had a crush on him in high school. I told him too. Through Facebook, I believe. It was really stupid, because eversince then it was really weird. I thought he got scared off by me. But it seemed okay in the halls of school. I'm over the crush now. But I still think about it alot. He moved senior year and I haven't seen or talk to him since. I will never make the mistake of telling someone I like them back, without me being really sure he likes me back. I do really wish my friend happiness and hope to see him in person again. I know now that if it was another way around we wouldn't be good together anyway, even if I thought we were.

My Best Friends

I have three best friends that are always there when I need them. They give me heartfelt advice when I need it and many fun times. They don't hang out with eachother, since I met them in three different places. I use to think when I was little I used to think you could only have one best friend. But I doon'y now. It's very hard for me to make friend since I am shy.

Chandel~
I met Chandel in second grade. Our parents and teacher was very involved in making this friendship. Once we started hanging out. We hit it off and been friends since and now it's been 14 years.. Most of my favorite childhood memories are with her. She moved to Idaho when we were in 5th grade and is now currently in Southern California, which is about 10 hours away from were I live. I miss her dearly..

Grace~
Grace and I met in high school I was a sophmore, she was a Junior. We had art class together, I was a week late in the year and we had a sub, so she helped me get what I needed. She is a girl who loves the outdoors and works for Calfire. She may be only 4'11, but she is one tough cookie. She also likes to dress girly also. I always feel good when we hang out. Grace is a true friend.

Ashley~
Oh my sweet Ashley... I've known her since I was 5 and she was 4. We have been in the same congregation together eversince. She always drew me pictures and had the same long dark hair. It was only in recend years we really started to hang out again.  I don't this it will ever change. Ashley loves different cultures and says she should of been born in the 19th century with Jane Austan. I can tell Ashley everything and she doesn't mind. Sometimes I really wonder if she gets sick of the things I tell her of what I am feeling. She is very special to me and my sister.