Engagement

  I don't know if he reads blog post or not, but it really doesn't matter.. A friend of mine that I knew in elementry school got recently engaged. In a way I'm surprised at how quikly he got engaged. I had a crush on him in high school. I told him too. Through Facebook, I believe. It was really stupid, because eversince then it was really weird. I thought he got scared off by me. But it seemed okay in the halls of school. I'm over the crush now. But I still think about it alot. He moved senior year and I haven't seen or talk to him since. I will never make the mistake of telling someone I like them back, without me being really sure he likes me back. I do really wish my friend happiness and hope to see him in person again. I know now that if it was another way around we wouldn't be good together anyway, even if I thought we were.